| here i am. staying at home. but no worries. it is good to stay home... with family. ok ok... i got a nw boyfriend. we started going out december 18th. he was the best christmas present i got. he is shy... but that made me like him more coz im really loud... but yeah. im happy. i'll be 18 in 3 days. yep yep. my birthday is january 3rd. im so bored so i'll go to my room and sleep. i cant wait for the new year anymore. its still gonna be the same thing. but happy new year everyone. wish u the best of luck in 2007! oh yeah BTW... i'll be graduating in 07 too. so BIG year for me . i like this boi a lot. =) |
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| so yeaH! im not enjoying siNgle life anymore...didnt know that a life you share with someone really special is actually better.... uhm... im going out with this guy named arthur...how we met was sooo randOM! it was at king's buffet(thank you harris!) we ust fell in love with each other and after valentines day..he couldnt wait no longer and he asked me out. so we've been going out for more than a month now and were totally in-love with each other!
im head over heels with this guy....i feel so comfortable around him and i feel so free.... i love him.... i do...i really do.... i wanna cry right now too coz my feelings are so strong and yet im so young....and the relationship is new and im scared that he might leave me... i dont want him to. i dont know what i got myself into...but im happy with it.....for now...but i know that if something happens.. im gonna get hurt(really bad!). im prolly gonna turn lesbiaN after! heeee! just kidding.... but yeah i think its gonna be hard for me to love another guy....i love him and i dont want anyone to get in the way... nothing will!! grrrr....
  
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| wow! i can't believe im back on my xanga again...ive been stuck to my myspace lately. here are some of the pictures about whats going on in my life...its pretty cool actually coz yeah i think it is....
that's me with my rocket project...
 my partner amier we call him uncle fester or bobby hill for some obvious reasons.
 me amier and winfred... im gonna get shot!
 me with the igniter....
 me and richard
 me flying...see, asians can FLY!
 us trying to breakdance in the hallway
 me breakdancing
 mutated me...
 mutated mike
 mutated amier
that was pretty much what ive been doing lately...nothing exciting...but for me... it's an experience that every teenager should have... hehehe... thatnk you God for giving me great friends i can lean on...
P.S.
coz today is taco tuesday...i bought 30 tacos 15 soft and 15 hard... i only ate 5 and my friend anre ate 17... and my other buddie penelope ate 5... it was amazing. we still got leftovers but we shared it to the BUMS in our school bus. |
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| hey! how's evryoNe in this woRLd doiNg? me? ive been gooD laTely...haha! haviNg soMe pooL partiEs... anywaYs...i wanna Hang-oUt.. anyOne waNts to Go soMewheRe? im So bored...hit me up....i dnt Hav a riDe thougH! haha! well.... to tell u...im OfficiaLLy oVer it...tiME for me to go out there and lOok for soMe LOVE!
giEn ♥ ya PeoPle!
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| LOVE is absurd! its not your fault if you love someone.....
i have learned my lesson.....YES! LOVE is awesomely weird..... it just happens.... not in the right place at the right time..... for me LOVE is a random feeling...that one barely notices... and then you start feeling it when you later realize that you need the person to stay beside you.....
question:
"do you love me because you need me? or do you need me because you love me?"
that was just a simple question with a just a couple of words interchanged that flipped its full meaning.... Seriously, i know that for most people they say that they "LOVE" you because they need you... but wrong...... y? because they "LOVE" you only because they NEED you........need you for what? SEX? to part them from loneliness? no! the right thing to say and understand deeply is this....
i NEED you because i LOVE you........ see how it seems so different from the other one? in this case... the person actually has the sense of NEEDING you because they LOVE you..... they wouldnt be complete without you.
LOVE is patient and kind....... but sometimes LOVE is cruel.....
soulmates can sometimes be possible.......everything happens for a reason. if you a DESTINED to be together then you are......
thats LIFE! "you win some....you lose some....."
just keep your head up high and never let anything bring you down. the grass is so much greener on the other side.....
LOVERS----- always love each other and treat each day as if it were your last because tomorrow will be a new day..a new beginning and possibly a new feeling....never let them go if you need them because you love them.
but.......
if you LOVE someone.... you gotta set them free....because if they come back... then they're yours forever!
-gien¢¾
i posted that at my myspace and yeah! it is deep! its the different side of me..... but that came from my heart! hope ya'll like it! mwah! and hey.... no plagiarizing my work ok! |
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